I’m working on a redesign of my free area, putting in a proper tour, and for this I’m making a montage of video clips with a specific theme - me just about to cum. I do that a lot in my shows, so I have TONS of orgasms to sort through, and naturally, it gets me to ruminating on the subject of orgasms.

I wonder if I could learn to squirt? I think maybe I could, since I’ve done it before (see my Orgasm entry for more) I think it would take lots of leisurely masturbation though, which is something I don’t have much time for lately. It’d make a good new years resolution though. *giggle*

In fact, my very best masturbating sessions are always during my live member shows. The delicious ritual of shaving, dressing, putting on my makeup and setting the stage, stretching out and a little pre-play, followed by one full hour of banging away at whatever orifice I feel like filling, with whichever toy(s) takes my fancy, while an audience of hundreds of men (and women, yum!) watches and masturbates with me. I’m old enough to know that whatever kink currently holds my interest is likely to change, but for now I can imagine nothing hotter.

Poor Sgt Knickers is not so lucky, he’s a voyeur at heart not an exhibitionist and being in front of all those eyes gives him the willies. Nothing worse for the stiffness of a willy than a case of the willies :-p Thankfully he’s getting more comfortable on camera when it’s just us two, as I really enjoy doing more hardcore stuff sometimes and I’m not *quite* ready to go fucking other men. Or perhaps I should say we haven’t met the right man yet - I get plenty of offers from guys that claim to be dying to get a piece of my sweet ass, but none yet has struck me with the right combination of respect and slut-appreciation.

(Slut-appreciation - that’s one of those technical terms, describing the guy who knows some girls are sluts-at-heart, and LOVES them for it. You know, the one who’s thinking “I would give my left nut to meet a girl like that!”)

Anyhow, back to orgasms. I’ve decided, after much reflection, that the kind of orgasms I frequently have during my shows - which I’ve called “type 2″ or “type 3″ orgasms - must be g-spot orgasms. It feels good all over, having something inside me, but there’s one particular spot that almost like a push-button to set me cumming. Gotta be the g-spot, eh? Many women who have squirting orgasms say they are g-spot orgasms, so that bodes well for my new year’s resolution. The difference between the one time I squirted and the ones I have all the time is that the squirting orgasm was a combination g-spot AND clitoral orgasm. Now if I can just figure out how I got my body to do that…